I didn't mention that my aunty just passed away, did I? Yes, she passed away about one week ago. I still can't tell the cause, because it happens like this:

She brought a tour to Iwate, Japan. And, there, she suddenly collapsed and brought to the hospital immediately. The first news comes to my ear was she suffer Brain Tumor. And the second news, she's having her brain's spiderweb inflamed, the third at the morning... I heard she died.

My mother cried hard at that morning, but the the 4th news came and said that she's not die... yet. Maybe we can call her half-dead because her brain stopped working already while she can still breath using the life-supporting machine. That machine will be release when all her siblings arrived at Japan. So, when they all arrived, she stay alive for 10 minutes. Everytime her siblings called her name, her heart beats again, and so on for 10 minutes, while she cried too. After my mom scold them to stop calling her name and just let her go, her heart stop beating forever.

I print-out my Mademoiselle Butterfly as my farewell gift. My aunty once sent me some money to pay my neccesities on college because Design Graphic is really money-consuming. I never give her my art so I send one to be burned along with her.

Honestly, I still can't accept her death. My grandpa and grandma was told about her death today. They didn't know before all my aunty and uncle decide to tell them when its all over. It's really hurt, but we can't tell them when it happens because they are in a very weak condition to know about this.

I already lost my art inspirator. which is my other Grandpa, and now lost my aunty. The 2 that the most supporting me in my art life. Sometimes, I'm thinking to quit, but now I can't stop. I don't want to waste their efforts for me.

Grandpa, aunty, I love you both so much. Please rest in peace and watch my improvements. ^^